am I ready for this?

Hello my unseen audience, how are you today? 

In exactly three weeks, I will start my classes at the University of California, Los Angeles; otherwise known as "UCLA". One year ago, I would have never imagined that I would be studying Civil Engineering at UCLA.. In September of my senior year, I still didn't know what I wanted to study.. Or where I wanted to go (UCLA was actually at the bottom of my list.. ) I still am unsure of what I want to study or exactly how I want to spend these next few years. I think that's why I'm slightly terrified for October 2nd. Everyone around me seems so passionate and ready for the next few years. And I'm just this small little Asian girl floating around. 

Through my school years, I always needed some sort of plan to help reassure myself that everything was going to turn out fine. But I think that I've been slowly realizing that sometimes you don't need a plan and it'll all be fine. You'll look bad and think "What was I so worried about? It was all under control."

So am I ready for UCLA? Maybe; maybe not. But I think it'll all turn alright in the end..

^ bye bye until next time